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I thought about putting this in the Elf wishlist but I didn't want to see selfish ;v;
also as a side note since Xmas is coming up would someone mind sharing their mobile # with me? ;v;
I used to have a texting buddy (yes it was one of the people who betrayed me, a lot, so I had to leave them behind for good..)
my family is very critical of everything I do, and I have spent the past (idk 5 xmas) just crying, even missing white elephant which is a game I absolutely love, and even before then X-mas was not "happy"
my family is high class and those who know...know I don't really fit it...to that type....some are good people.....but my cousins aren't those people, most of my cousins are spoiled rotten by the money, one of the literally broke a present because it was the wrong color (red but he wanted blue) so you can see what I deal with.
As most know I am not like that,but the problem is every year I get really close to snapping at someone and they are spoiled as fuck but if I snapped that would ruin everyone's x-mas not just theirs, also my family takes the time to throw insults and be all passive agressive during this time and for some reason I am nearly always the target, mostly by my grandfather (who does not believe in mental illness like PTSD/Anxiety attack/panic attacks/etc...) and my dad....well you know about my dad....
I hate gossip but that is the only way I can act civil around them by having someone (who isn't my family) to talk to and to help me calm down when things go crazy
also as a side note since Xmas is coming up would someone mind sharing their mobile # with me? ;v;
I used to have a texting buddy (yes it was one of the people who betrayed me, a lot, so I had to leave them behind for good..)
my family is very critical of everything I do, and I have spent the past (idk 5 xmas) just crying, even missing white elephant which is a game I absolutely love, and even before then X-mas was not "happy"
my family is high class and those who know...know I don't really fit it...to that type....some are good people.....but my cousins aren't those people, most of my cousins are spoiled rotten by the money, one of the literally broke a present because it was the wrong color (red but he wanted blue) so you can see what I deal with.
As most know I am not like that,but the problem is every year I get really close to snapping at someone and they are spoiled as fuck but if I snapped that would ruin everyone's x-mas not just theirs, also my family takes the time to throw insults and be all passive agressive during this time and for some reason I am nearly always the target, mostly by my grandfather (who does not believe in mental illness like PTSD/Anxiety attack/panic attacks/etc...) and my dad....well you know about my dad....
I hate gossip but that is the only way I can act civil around them by having someone (who isn't my family) to talk to and to help me calm down when things go crazy
Life update
hey everyone, if your someone I hit up on discord already you don't need to read this, you can just go on about your day, this is for everyone else. hey guys, as some of you know I have some very bad medical conditions, well they have gotten a lot worse as of late, and I don't think I have much time left. I know its hard to deal with, but I have a few months left from what they told me; idk what will happen nor do I know when but I want to be clear, as far as I know I will be dead by December; there's also a large possibility I will lose my job by then, as I don't want my bosses at Lowes to know about my condition and I would prefer if no one went out of their way to tell Corporate; I've been applying for jobs online that pay better I just have to keep Lowes till I get one of the jobs. please if I owe you art hit me up on discord Goddess of the Thots#2418; I'm trying to hit everyone, but I am at the point where I cough up blood sometimes so my work now is even slower than before
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Hey guys its been awhile A few years ago i was diagnosed with stress seizures ( i believe i mentioned it in a life update somewhere on this account ) As of these last few months my seizures have gotten much more frequent and worse; the doctors have said there is brain damage. I put off working on commissions due to mental health struggles, but i also had a rule of throwing in something free every 6 months you wait ( excluding the orginal time of when the commission would be out ) And now due to my declining mental state i dont think i have it in me to do older and more complicated commissions I have already contacted or tried to contact most of the people who have commissions waiting on from me Im here to offer a full refund for anyone who wants it and ill throw in a free single shimeji for everyone who has been waiting since 2019 and a couple shimeji for anyone who has waited from 2017 ( i think those are my oldest commissions ) If i owe you free stuff from raffles
Pay what you want Commissions
I wasn't planning on opening anything but this is serious
so in order to help as much as possible I will be opening up pay what you want in order to help as much as possible; ( normally I'd just throw money at her but I just paid a 250$ medical bill so I can't afford it till Friday ;v; ) ( I'm still gonna try and throw somethings at her )
please consider throwing money at her commissions or mine; any money made with this will 100% go directly to her
I'm not certain if she feels comfortable with me giving out her Paypal but mine is myarttomyheart@gmail.com if you wish to just donate throw the money with the tag line "for ParadoxMaggot" and
Emergency Commissions UPDATE: OPEN
hello everyone so I've done some math and I need to be making a minimum 250$ a week in order to pay off my debts as well as have money left over for lunch and cat food and stuff
that being said I'll be Opening or Closing Commissions on a weekly basis if my RL jobs don't make it; I'm behind 150$ from last week, so I have to find ways to make up for that amount this week, by doing 150+ the normal 250 so I need to make 400 this week; and I only got 60 from my weekend job, and I figure theres a high possibility my other job just won't be able to make up the difference this week
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I will <3 I never have anyone to text XD