uh help? maybe?

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I thought about putting this in the Elf wishlist but I didn't want to see selfish ;v;

also as a side note since Xmas is coming up would someone mind sharing their mobile # with me? ;v;
I used to have a texting buddy (yes it was one of the people who betrayed me, a lot, so I had to leave them behind for good..)

my family is very critical of everything I do, and I have spent the past (idk 5 xmas) just crying, even missing white elephant which is a game I absolutely love, and even before then X-mas was not "happy"

my family is high class and those who know...know I don't really fit it...to that type....some are good people.....but my cousins aren't those people, most of my cousins are spoiled rotten by the money, one of the literally broke a present because it was the wrong color (red but he wanted blue) so you can see what I deal with.

As most know I am not like that,but the problem is every year I get really close to snapping at someone and they are spoiled as fuck but if I snapped that would ruin everyone's x-mas not just theirs, also my family takes the time to throw insults and be all passive agressive during this time and for some reason I am nearly always the target, mostly by my grandfather (who does not believe in mental illness like PTSD/Anxiety attack/panic attacks/etc...) and my dad....well you know about my dad....

I hate gossip but that is the only way I can act civil around them by having someone (who isn't my family) to talk to and to help me calm down when things go crazy
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I will <3 I never have anyone to text XD